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Brightly Wound.
It's happening all the timeWhen I open my eyes I'm still taken by surprise I hold sunlight and swallow fireflies And it makes me want to cry I love you I shall never grow up Make believe is much too fun Can we go far away to the humming meadow We were walking there And I had tangles in my hair But you make me feel so pretty You have shining eyes Yes like those forest lights And it makes me want to cry I am just wishing you were there So we could walk down to the stream And we would throw all our leaves in Seeing our dragon when we look I love you I shall never grow up Make believe is much too fun Can we go far away to the humming meadow I shall never grow up Make believe is much too fun Can we go far away to the humming meadow This place is so lovely It kind of makes me very happy Let's go far away to the humming meadow To the humming meadow |
i am an atomic bomb.
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Murderville
'Ain Hanafi Tom Porky Ssshah Jeremy Sim Loki Momok Cherry Eeduh Amerreto Lime credits
layout: (supervillain)codings: inksplash inspirations: minty-peach |
Thursday, November 30, 2006 @12:23 PM
a really busy afternoon. cut that out. hey didnt saw rapunzel and her new hair. haha. ok get to best part. after much confusion and plenty misunderstandings, we JAM! yes, club paradise again. its getting worse man the place. drums without a tom. skinny, damn light drumsticks. man shoulda bring mas y menos with me. sorry naz, youre sticks aint that good either. mundik new addition to the jamming family. jamming, my way to destress. thats where you can fool around with guitars, hit hard on the drums and play your own compositions. they and their welcome to the black parade. naz shouting scares me! its just too much it aint singing. i'm so scared his adam's apple might pop out of his mouth. Last Candle Lit with a new cover, Lifestyle of the rich and famous. well, i enjoyed conversation (i say anything and everything). damn sweet. hehe. need to have solo then damn nice. the best part of jamming when everyone chipped in the song welcome to the black parade. i played guitar! well, got the style not the sound. HAh! halq lost his voice cos to much screaming. next time guys!! jam again. "rapunzel, rapunzel let down your hair"
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @12:02 PM
today is great. the sound of monday. yes, monday is red. monday will get ten bucks. (for the whole week) my intuition for waking up late for class is cool. cos there's no class. HAH! decided to go sch anyway to escape hotel drarkla (a lovely place where favourism and misunderstanding always exist, my home) met andi, aliff and eugene. HAH! damn funny. ouh yah eugene called me Muhaymin! that is so cool! been a long time since i heard that name. haha. yup, he want me to learn how to smoke. did my background a tiny weeny bit. play lots. found out toner grey damn sweet. fuck lar. i need to know how andi and aliff's jokes works. cant understand a thing. cant laugh. feel leftout. yes, working on the band. NEED to get new songs. and i'm so happy today! full of joy! (like eugene said-there's glimmer of hope, a ray of sunshine) jeremy fu like MCR. i feel that my effort of educating him bout MCR have been worthwhile. hehe. many fuckers who insult My Chemical Romance the last time like mcr for the song Welcome to the Black Parade. i dont mean to pin point but look into the mirrors dudes! hell yeah! loving it!! not a good post, just random.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @3:58 AM
i'm sick. feeling kinda groggy. hitting some walls on the way to the toilet. my handphone. hmm. always no msgs. can someone pls sms me?? suddenly, ehk got msg. woo!! cool. the feeling of getting msgs is like having a phone again. who msg me early in the morning, thanks dude. the song 'letters to you' is for anyone who made my day by msging me. ouh yah, alvin from supercliquestore msged me too. shoulda went to his shop yesterday. didnt went for class. its like the first time. haha! herm wanna meet me, but cant i'm sick you see. then the guys wanna meet me, but cant i'm sick you see. anyways shoulda come for class. learned illustrator i heard. the feeling of being sick is gross. hmm. been feeling quite cold from yesterday. maybe pushed myself too hard. but we can take it rig harley? shut up moo. must be from the cold that ice queen gave me. hah! ok the song 'join me in death' is dedicated to you, ice queen. haha. go watch it on the right of the blog. nyah3. maybe should disturb her more, then feel much better! or maybe make sotong soup. serve it while its hot. hell yeah here's a joke. what did the japanese say when he ate a delicious hamster? ans: urm he said it in jap, i dont quite understand. sorry.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @4:26 PM
after marriage. on your first night. what will you guys do?
so which one? tag on the board.
one word for the earlier part of the day : ULTIMATE HAPPINESS that's two words. this is my blog. i write what i want. ok i've been always adoring this school. everytime i hear the sch's name, i'll get stunned. haha. like whoa..been always thinking that the students in it are damn big shots. think highly of them. (sch name not mentioned-to protect reputation). i was so proud when i messed up the minds of 3 students from the sch. haha. i'm damn tired. drag myself to sch. (if batman can do it, why cant i?) didnt sleep the other night. just got back from malaysia (hui ling jealous rig?) reached home, tagged then went to sch. uurrgghh. thankfully met the dudes at penin. whoa. lots of fun. tired all gone. damn crazy lah. now need to fight for the LAME title. ah kiang!! man, i lamed like i never lamed before. damn throat, so thirsty and dry. whatever moo talk to my hand! haiyo, that sotong always beat me. haiya go beat the tree or something lar. but hehe damn funny lah. disturb her is such joy. becomes my hobby. lol. she got lots of nicknames sia. sotong, squiddy.. whoa got lots if i mention all, you guys'll get bored. damn fun. hey, she's my aspirin. youre my aspirin. shut up moo. you shut up harley!
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @12:39 PM
walking alone. seems to enjoy loneliness. mind widens up when being alone. notice lots of things. people having good/bad life. what seems to bother me is that may people are being destroyed, exploited and other kinds of negative things that happened to them. just the other day, i saw girls showing their tits (on tv) just to get a pass to go in the night club. i was shocked/confused. The dudes from My Chemical Romance are anti to such things therefore i'm anti it too. (personal and idol choice). went around. a lady, she was damn pissed off by her husband (think so). that bugger keep asking money from her. and she shouted out all the things that the guy had done to her. i was kinda sad that this really happen in our country. its a good thing there's no one around except for me. many a times, saw pics/vids/friends slitting their arms with penknife. had enough of this. why must you guys slit your skins? you wanna see blood?? ans: see women have period every month. you think that's cool? ans: why dont you get a tattoo dimwits. at least there's fascinating designs. what is the world coming to? ans: no one knows. there's more to it. i'm destroying myself. just to get a feel of what destroyed people feelings. putting myself in their shoes. atrocious haircut. i can feel what they feel now (well some of it) and its not nice unless you like people criticising bout you behind your back and anoyingly staring at you from top to bottom. tarnishing the family name. disgusted among friends. i felt it. my advice is life is great. depends on how you mould it. when things doesnt go your way, take other alternatives. when youre down, pick yourself up. if youre not strong enough, there's always a helping hand somewhere. when youre at youre highest peak, dont forget to help those who're struggling. obstacles are there to help you grow. dont waste youre life cos it comes only once. live it to the fullest. trust me. My Chemical Romance saved my life. LIVE AND LEARN -max mercury
Monday, November 13, 2006 @11:33 PM
lots to say. pain. designs. money. truth. lies. regrets. change. akward. awful jokes. place of solitude. finding identity. creating identity. violence. memories. histories. lyrics. bands. complication. deep in thought. looking for answers from great people. annoyance. discarded. famous stands alone. change. shouldnt should have. hate. embarrased. lost in space. gave up. envy. change. forgotten. change. awful lot of them. changes. everybody's changing. shutting up. mission isolation. friends. seven of us. Last Candle Lit. My Chemical Romance. why cant things stay the way they were?! fuck.
Sunday, November 12, 2006 @12:30 PM
Last Candle Lit. A local band with only three members in the band. a bass/vocals, guitar/backing vocals and drums. Formed in the middle of 2006. with great influences from blink 182, greenday, the used and many other great bands in the punrock scene. the name Last Candle Lit (as the one who named it says) got inspired by the song "a little less 16 candles, a little more touch me" by fallout boy. " the term 'last candle lit' just struck me when i was listening to the song" said the drummer. it is said to have a deep impact on the drummer. after his former band had disbanded, he was quite devastated. he sat around just waiting for an offer to join a band. the meaning 'last candle lit' is that he (the drummer) wants to give one last shot on looking for a band. finally, a band was created, there was hope. therefore the meaning of last candle lit was complete. their hot single "Conversation (I say anything and everything)" can be said as the band's favourite. its funky and wanna get you guys jumping. many a times, performing along side 'Midnight Allison' in the jamming studio. Last Candle Lit is currently composing new songs and improving on their old songs. maybe, jus maybe..they would compile all their songs into album and made their own ep. the vision for this band is to make history in the local music scene. Last Candle Lit, yeah they rock! *salute* (for any enquiries just tag on my board)
Saturday, November 11, 2006 @12:53 PM
the pain is still there. decreasing, sometimes increasing. its PID year 1 boys day out! went to play soccer at street soccer court in school. it rained. so? haha. played till shirt got wet. i was pespiring like hell till i got my fringe all wet and can do frank iero's head bang. for the first time i was half naked when playing soccer. eugene damn funny. stand at the goalpost, with just a stretch of his leg, he can deflect the ball. moses kick the ball to hard, hit a girl. duhk!! it was sure a hundred percent pain. it hit on the back of her head. the guys raced on the track. went for a shower (must i tell more?) we did "research". (if ya know what i mean) *winks* improving my skills. kill lots of people, damn proud. basket weihon, kenneth, josh and andi kill me lots. its a killing frenzy!! thanks for teaching me how to "research" guys. the coolest thing was azlie's nickname was 'their mom'. i'm in the same group and mine was 'ilovemom'. lim jian was 'my mom' and josh was 'joshmom' the terrorist grp was uncomplete then andi used the name 'mommy'. the whole terrorist group had a 'mom' in their nick! lol. decided to go home instead of having dinner. damn smelly. i didnt shower and shirt's still wet of perspiration. sticky. (wanna touch?) without thinking, i msged her told her the damn truth. (i shouldnt!) it was just a waste of her time (and mine). yeah whats done is done. reached home bout 11pm came out withs some good phrases to insert as lyrics. will be working on it soon. Conversation (i say anything and everything) rocks! played by a local band named "Last Candle Lit" if i got the song in my com, i'll be sending it most people. educate them about this cool band. this song rocks! you should hear it! Last Candle Lit(LCL) is a three piece band. this band played poprock music (i guess) with influence by blink 182, greenday, the used and many other great bands in the the punkrock scene. to know more bout this band, simply msg/msn/call me. lol. :)=
Friday, November 10, 2006 @3:59 PM
the back of my head/brain is hurting me. painful. endure. its so heavy.thump thump goes the pain.(am i gonna die?) if only i could. would take a knife and pierce the part where it hurts out. fuck, its getting stronger. quickly now. fun having lunch with xj, mj and hamster. love xj's hair. she suddenly so fun to be with just now. she very sporting lar. haha. just happy to join her just now. yeah, mj your joke (commonwealth). disturb hammy. haha. eunos uhk? haha. she's fun too. yeah. then meet don. fuck. the pain! work is no fun. hell no! everybody piss me off. didnt show my temper uhk. then siti somehow knew that i was pissed. keep chanting "fuck you and have a nice day" and "ice cafe latte for the bitch at the counter" under my breath. sorry if i put too much vulgar. i'm so pissed off! there's a police case at workplace. someone's phone got stollen. you see! show off! shit! pain. fuck fuck fuck. met don (again) after work. it was 12am. chatted, laughed. beside's hammy, xj and mj brighting me up, don's one of the best. ouuh yah, sorry don. aimed the bin but accidentally hit you. lol. then saw paranormal stuff, so went home. time: close to 2am. am i dying? fuck the pain! listening to "until the day i die". well if i really die, could you guys forgive me? one more request. My Chemical Romance make an album of my death. album name: remember or forgotten?. really gotta set my coffin. a question. i like this girl. should i tell her or not? answers from the floor? death is a dance. is there an off switch to this pain??? driving me nuts!! head's getting hotter. daymn. until next time. (if only there is)
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @3:59 PM
waiting for the rice to cook. havent eaten rice for like three days. haha. forgot how it taste like. the rice pot will be empty when i got home. so i'm cooking it on my own tonight. ok today was a fun day! herm msged me early in the morning, just to ask whether we can meet after sch. haha. i agreed, long time no see that old chap. went to meet him then saw my brother (with his friends) all his friends were like is that really youre bro? haha. this is the case where youre a loser with a shuai brother. hider wanna meet us. its just so sudden but decided to meet him anyway. mundik, bella and rasyidah joined us for lunch. talked with bella and syidah lots. then off herm and i went to see don. at the bustop, saw chian ru and esther (menifester). then aizat sneaked behind me and rub my ears. haha. that cool guy. xj took the same bus with us to interchange. daymn her hair was so lovely. i think i'm in love with her. i mean her hair! in the bus, herm and i decided on what song to play when we go jamming. well i'm psyched. gonna practise the drums wet i get back. found out from xj that she and hammy wanna go art friend. msged hammy to buy stuff for me. played a prank. she's the joke. told her that i'm at the same place with her only i'm downstairs. lol. she was like "i didnt notice you. where are you? are you alone?" lol. but she found out i was at tampines instead. must have been xj who told her. well, nvm. the joke have to stop somewhere. well i apologised. ehk? i havent apologised yet. lol! nvm. she's very understanding, goes with the flow. haha.. (hammy) youre the coolest! but not the coolest prank. the coolest was i think when i put a dipsy key chain on xj's bag. haha. didnt know she would get so shocked and shouted! but satisfaction was there, pranked was fulfilled *b0ws* working. still msging that lil dude. haha. work was fun! haha. joseph was the manager. just before the crowd came in, he whipped up a hardcore drink/shake. ingredients are a tub of vanilla icecream, 2 long packets of oreo and lots of nuts. blend. aza, nisha, joseph and i drank it. the taste is nice as compared to the appearance of the drink. fear factor. me and joseph finished first. aza took like an hour to finish it. haha. a big girl with a small mouth. aza and nisha drank lots of water and joseph didnt let us go to the toilet. *frowns* i was drunk. literally. cant think straight. literally. keep knocking into things and not doing things correctly. aza was drunk too. having the hangover. joseph fun lar. he promised me a chicken bolognaise tomorrow *joy* and he'll whip up something new. cant wait (to get drunk again. sarcasm) hammy, youre fun too! fun to fool around with. anyways youre not gullible, just that you cared for a friend. evryone, round of applause for the lil dude! guess my rice is cooked. gotta eat. you romeos and juliets take care aight! oh no, i'm in love again.. i'm in love with the same woman who's gonna leave me in the end :)=
Monday, November 06, 2006 @11:02 AM
today, the families maternal side shared money and chartered a bus. go to lots of relatives' places. damn fun. its been long time since i met my lil kuzzins. btw, i'm the eldest cousin. man my cousins are cute! sec 1 and below... danish: one of my favourites. damn cute, fair and lovely. he gonna be damn shuai when he grow up. used to be quiet and thinks i'm scary. manage to make him talk. haha. even played with me. so fun. good old chap. sherina: 4yrs old. so small! my fave too. haha. thought her couple of things. hehe. like our cool handshake. and some rude things. haha. damn her parents must be hating me rig now. ohh yah. there's one of my cousin looks/sounds like damien. lol. maybe she'll grow up to be luthren as well. an introvert girl uh. i dont know why but i'm like so hyper friendly. the small peeps treat me like king. the house owners treat me like entertainer. crack lame jokes uh. haha. then one girl, damn hot. she got ain's face uhk. *melts* even my aunt says "whoa. so beautiful". she wore a low cut, can see her cleavage but her 'thing' is not developed yet. imagine 10 yrs later. *melts* i think she's an emo or maybe black metal. haha. damn hot. keep glancing at her lar. anyways there's more sexy biartches out in the streets.. hey, malay newspaper on monday! go buy it. worth it. go! go! suck blood, harley quinn.:)=
Thursday, November 02, 2006 @2:36 PM
hey guys.. guess what?? i'm broke.. spending is a habit now. after i made that cursed card. yeah i'm broke. not bankrupt, but still i'm broke. not officially but on the verge of. broke. in kindergarten, a box of markers can be as cheap as 5 bucks. copic markers? yeah 5 bucks per marker. therefore i'm broke. ok, just bought some copic markers, own money *tsk tsk*.. seeing the money getting lesser is like a pokemon being defeated.. ??..lol. cmon i'm like the strongest guy in my gameboy. all the other opponents all got defeated.. easy peezy, sweet and breezy.. even caught mewtwo with my bare hands.. (well a couple of fingers actually).. ok stop babling. the main point is. i'm broke. now that i have the card, my mom wont let me use her money as easy as last time.. my dad? hehe. i used more than thousand of his money, dont wanna ask for more.. yeah, i'm broke. how am i gonna get a gf if i'm broke? disgrace to men?? cant even have lunch with gf, well maybe if i brought food from home.. eeeee, malu nyer aku... its a good thing i dont have a gf currently.. phew..but.. i'm still broke. ohh yeah, and there's the drums. which i really wanna get.. haha.. imagine. just imagine. in a room. you alone. with just the drumsticks in your hand and the majestic drums in front. dum. dum. the bass drum, snare, toms & cymbals all in place. awww.. last but not least, My Chemical Romance blasting the speakers next to you.. imagine. a paradise. whoa. (speechless) *daydreams* oops. just remembered. i'm broke. time to get all of your brains working. the question for today is: does life (or love) revolves only around money? without money, there wont be happiness? without money, there wont be any relationships? is the phrase "no money no talk" really true? cmon anybody of you reading this, pls give your comments on my tagboard. (hamster, any chim phrases for us??) suck blood, harley quinn. :]=
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @5:58 AM
went school late and had fun shading a vase. had more fun msging that small cute girl (she cold hearted sia) *rolls on the floor* went to the darkroom and guess what? it was well....dark! haha.. can feel the sense of belonging in the dark.. harley quinn returned.. run around the room singing along with the song 'faint' by linkin park.. cool.. joke of the day: eileen was washing a picture of a toddler. what she was doing was just swaying the container of chemical x up and down. then my mouth just spoke. "rock the baby" get it?rock the baby? eileen was swaying the container up and down which is like rocking. and the picture of the toddler (baby) in the container. get it? rock the baby. anyone? never mind.. ok eileen pumpkin is fun too. haha. she got a pic of pontianak in her handphone. (actually its her in bikini..urm..no comments) but overall today, two thumbs up. made a new record. to send more than 20 msgs to a person. anyway you fun to msg lar you.. haha *nudge* (i think i nudge to hard then she dropped to the floor.. haha.. a small girl..) suck blood, harley quinn. :)= |