Brightly Wound.
It's happening all the time
When I open my eyes
I'm still taken by surprise
I hold sunlight and swallow fireflies
And it makes me want to cry
I love you
I shall never grow up
Make believe is much too fun
Can we go far away to the humming meadow
We were walking there
And I had tangles in my hair
But you make me feel so pretty
You have shining eyes
Yes like those forest lights
And it makes me want to cry
I am just wishing you were there
So we could walk down to the stream
And we would throw all our leaves in
Seeing our dragon when we look
I love you
I shall never grow up
Make believe is much too fun
Can we go far away to the humming meadow
I shall never grow up
Make believe is much too fun
Can we go far away to the humming meadow
This place is so lovely
It kind of makes me very happy
Let's go far away to the humming meadow
To the humming meadow
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i am an atomic bomb.
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Murderville
'Ain
Hanafi
Tom
Porky
Ssshah
Jeremy Sim
Loki
Momok
Cherry
Eeduh
Amerreto Lime
credits
layout: (supervillain)
codings: inksplash
inspirations: minty-peach
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Monday, July 30, 2007 @2:41 AM
work sia. for whut? money lah bodoh.
beautiful lady, a charming woman. she waits as i packed her food. done.
"have a nice day!" "ouh, okay! you too!"
*melting*
then smile smile to ownself for an hour or so. (mintak kene cepuk seh)
just nice lily allen was on air. smile.
ouh Ain came lah. she and her family.
well i thought she got like glamorous family but hey, her fam is just like mine or yours normal. but ain look like a diva. fashionista.
i love lily allen. ouh i love missy higgins too.
Friday, July 27, 2007 @1:30 AM
today? gosh.
had a random dinner with a random friend. miss wong may fen. seldom talk to her then ate with her? trusty old 'long john silver'.
its a cool 'date' lah.
she guided me thru my resume ouh i feel so enlightened lah i'm feel so lost in class, and she pulled me out.
chit chat chit chat.
she and her "KENA SHOCKED!" (tease her that throughout)
met some biker friends ther lah so maluu..
then my poor habit led to my downfall. felt like vomitting.
and WE had to find a toilet, so i can clear my throat. what a bummer. gosh she's really caring. (o she flattered herself by telling me she's friendly, caring, helpful so on yada yada. .. . )
walk walk walk i KENA SHOCKED ya know? huahuahua
think she gonna send me a friendster comment with a resume format lah. "its just a joke lah you 'thing'!"
and she really gonna do it.
o well.
all's well ends well.
nice day ahead!
Thursday, July 26, 2007 @12:47 AM
i dont know whats her problem. she wont tell me. "dont bother"
but i want to.
she wont let me. if she thinks i cant know, then let it be. its personal, you cant force someone to tell ya know. (freedom of speech)
well she got someone new i believe she's in good hands. haha.
and so, fragile me is feeling upset again. haha i hate the feeling. drains my energy.
and so i chat with good old andi, hoping it would make me feel better. yup. it did. so i wrote "a good friend named bob" on my msn nick. (since we call each other 'bob')
and he wrote on his too.
guess what?
our friends , they followed! (since they asked, kinda told them its a tribute to our sick friend)

its an hour. and we got 13 members!
mcm happy gtuh. haha this is what we call friends. haha.
phew off to a new day.
happy birthday nabila!
ouh and cheer up bestfriend! have a nice day everyone!!
(now where's my sweet tangerine?)
Monday, July 23, 2007 @12:58 AM
sneezo weezo dumble dee doo. . wher are you? wher are you?
found out, she's sick. ouh thats bad. all the best for her science exam.
i really wanna give her 'three cheers for five years' like a good luck charm to recover well, internet's being a bitch.
hurhurhur.
Sunday, July 22, 2007 @1:42 AM
haha. my happy friend. (she's like so kanchiong spider, as if she reads the previous post and knows what position i am rig now)
her rainbow msg was so adorable. (and she even added 'i love you small boy') the first one to click me on msn (thats rare.) she wants to be there for me i think?
i dont really care right now whether you talk to me often or not (cos i know you have your own life to live, your own problems to solve) i'm just glad that we're friends. bestfriends. thats the most best thing i have ever achieve.
i LOVE my bestfriend.
'and always know that i'll be there. i will.'
always wonder, why do humans have feelings? its irritating when feelings get hurt it abrupts the mind.
i dont need no one now.
all i need now is [drums] i wanna play it now! pronto! gosh i'll feel much better lah sia.
it'll feel so good if i have one.
fuck lah
when i grow older, i'll have my own room and a drum set in it. i'll have it painted the way i want. gloomy sexy. (maybe a huge heartagram on the wall)
ohh yarh and that awesome black touch screen 'chocolate' stereo which i saw at plaza singapura the other day. (i'm in love with that) bed? its optional.
 i want a 'vitra bourellec - late sofa' (sexy lah siaaaa)
good to have many dreams but i achieved none of it.
"its not my fault, cant be my fault you speak to me the way you do now i'm split in two, i'm half me and half you but i hate us both, dont you?
no of course you dont, of course you dont you say life is peachy without me.
its not your fault, cant be your fault i let crawl inside my head cos now you know my place is in you know that face i hate this taste, dont you?
its no one's fault, nobody's fault i fell on you and you on me thats what humans do they pass on through but i think we cuss, dont you?"
peachy -missy higgins
thankyou so much missy higgins! i love you! i love my best friend. i love my sweet tangerine.
aye where's sneezo?
Saturday, July 21, 2007 @1:13 AM
well she is happy today. i'm happy for her lah.
thought of calling her but she already had two calls, calls that made her so happy, so i think i wont. plus she got throat inflamation, so lets not disturb her aight?
to tell you the truth i'm jealous though i shouldnt be. (well shar told me a long time ago that this would happen)
so its me and you, mr bloggy. ouh and three cheers for five years. (thank smelly syaf for intro it to me lah)
seriously, inside i hope you know i'm dying.
youre happy and i'm happy for you..
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @1:24 AM
"cos she's bittersweet she knocks me off my feet and i cant help myself i dont want anyone else she's a mystery she's too much for me but i keep coming back for more
she's just the girl i'm looking for"
she's the girl everone's looking for.
-to my sweet tangerine.Labels: my sweet tangerine
Thursday, July 12, 2007 @4:45 PM
i love it when you call i love it when you call i love it when you call
but you never call at all
seriously, i love it when you call.
remember me? i used to be the best-time buddy that you couldnt wait to see.
Izzy said she just want some sex.
haha
no izzy, behave yourself.
gladys is funny. cos she said she loves jesus but she drink a little. .
haha
Tuesday, July 10, 2007 @12:33 AM
the wind that's created by the 80mph cement vehicle blew life into me if i'd taken that step.
it was a cool evening so i took the long way, just to waste time instead of normally using the escalator, i used good old stairs. (you know? like the one in shopping centres?)
so i punched the door open *boom* i saw someting jerked in front.
its a guy, a teenage boy from his expression, he's like "wtf? why am i doing this?"
he kinda in a push up position on the stairs
and lying below him was a
was. . .
another boy.
around the same age as the other. his expression. his expresson was different. i've seen that expression somewhere pornography.
that guy was showing that he was enjoying it.
they were
were. .
frenching.
"ouh cmon!" fcuking gays.
and my mind, became a bitch playing the whole scene again and again
dammit.
Sunday, July 08, 2007 @1:00 AM
i'm so fucking down
and minor chest pains dammit
accidentally bump into enma and sneezo at tanah merah (happy for abit)
chat with my aunt she said "dreams. everyone have dreams. cos its the thing that keeps us alive. keep us moving. driving us."
was taken aback with what she said.
my cute cuzzie told me her nightmare its really scary she dreamt about this girl named T.T Sarah i wrote it down and showed her T.T is a crying action she froze. (she's pri2) (giving me the creeps writing her name)
nanny handed me 20 bucks (i helped during uncle's wedding) then i hand her back the money, birthday present for her she smile smile. basket. cepuk baru tau
then kinda regret cos i'm left with a buck fifty *purposely tap on my pocket signalling that its empty*
so my uncle offered taxi fare i declined regret that also
took a bus home (2hr ride) well at least i got to watch the 'live earth' damn nice lah get to know new musicians
xzibit was cool
i love missy higgins "i'll run but not too far, so you can catch up"
and linkin park's performance was fucking awesome missed my stop just to watch them play
weirdo. i'm weird cos i stand for an hour at TM just watching people. i'm weird cos i count ppl wearing green today (128 ppl)
dreams. it keeps us alive. the dream that keeps me alive.
Saturday, July 07, 2007 @1:08 AM
jamming with those guys we've been planning for like ever.
ouh family meeting yesterday. hmm somethings i did wrong. haish if only i could be a better son.
growing up mom's blaming me for not eating that much. (the reason i'm not getting tall) mom tells me to eat more but she cooks less. contradicting. my nanny dearest awful cant stand her. malay say "malas nak layan ini karenah"
got 6 bucks from shar. *hoots* Devour of Hate. (support local talent aight?)
gosh everything feels like its crashing down. i need someone to talk to.
i know talking to her would take my mind off things but whoa lets not disturb her okaysh? she got her own life.
maybe i'll try poppin pills? once or twice but who's counting? haha i joke i joke i kid i kid. hah!
hmm smoking? from the words of a wise old man 'why drink and drive, when you can smoke and fly'
shit shit shit.
can i like just disappear or sumthing? (go to the stargate?? hell no.)
dammit.
"it gets dangerous once your life has an escape route"
call me emo, call me whatever you want its normal human being stereotypes who doesnt?
well someone says i'm a softie come to think about it i am? haish must be more manly learn the art of frank iero (wat does he have to say?)
when my time comes forget the wrongs that i've done help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
and dont resent me when youre feeling empty keep me in your memory and leave out all the rest
-leave out all the rest linkin park
Tuesday, July 03, 2007 @12:34 AM
and so to kick things of, lets wish shaliza a very happy birthday.
and a happy happy youth day to all you youth out ther (and those little imps who get holidays too)
chatted with lizzy (quite fun for a new friend)
so, decided to watch transformers haha
daymn what a great movie. with all those amazing effects. (they use alias? no? think 3? yes?) haha well done.
this is the MOST noisiest cinema crowd i've been into. with all the "wow!" "whoa." and lotsa funny scenes. damn you funny bumblebee.
well me and raz keep nudging each other when cool scenes came up. like blackout transforming? daymn. (he loves blackout-decepticon helicopter)
and jazz (autobots pontiac) transforms while breakdances. ouh yarh and from dirty damaged old scrap to a shiny new yellow chevrolet. daymn that too.
worth it. serious.
and my sweet tangerine msged. (put it to green, she loves green) haha. her diary. haha.funny. well she got bullied by friends. hmm worst than me i fhink.
ouh! lotsa apologies to nabila. i think she's stressed out cos i keep teasing herr. well, i'll try to cease it for abit. all the best for her performance tho.
i want to have a mini mohawk by national day. and will force andi to shave his head by then. haha
easy goin easy goin
keep fighting the good fight.
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